rant (life is weird)

i want to be free. as free as the dove flying through the treetops, as free as the hare running from the fox. as long as the government is as is, and overall, that is impossible. so much bullshit. school, work doesn’t serve any purpose in the real world, the real world being how humans were meant to be, free and living. being alive is far different from living. which i can’t explain, but deep down you too know. life is so complex and at the same time so simple. those two being more similar than you think. not too different from how love and hate are both synonyms and antonyms, living in spite of eachother while being intertwined. both existing for the purpose of making this world a better place, everyone having different definitions of what that means. to a christian mother that might be a safe world for her children, having cheap coffee and no ‘queer propaganda’. to another it might be enough food to survive another year. to another a world empty of hate and spite. as much as that is a dream tis impossible. love can’t exist without hate. joy can’t exist without sorrow. luck can’t exist without misfortune. life can’t exist without death. life can’t exist without you. luck can’t exist without you. joy can’t exist without you. love can’t exist without you. because you are love and love is you. because they are hate and hate is them. whoever ‘you’ and ‘them’ are are only apparent to you. 

whoever you are, i love and adore you. whom i am is subjective.