grumpy sleepy idiot

2day i had my physics exam . 

i studied physics hardcore, more any any subject. i studied intensely but not consistently (dont believe in dat shit).

yesturday i decided to finally sleep at 2am after draining, never ending study sessions. guess what? i couldnt sleep. but by the time i finally started to fall asleep , 🔔🔔🔔 the alarm sets off.

btw no silly breaks from 2pm to 2am. i studied and solved question while eating , i was LOCKED IN . i kinda liked it ngl , but now i regret studing so hard, i fukd up in the simplest paper. forgot everything?? my ans so mid and stupid i myself cant even believe that i even studied . 

 the paper didnt do justice 2 my hardwork

stayed awake for what?? absolute shit. 

did all this cuz i didnt want to join a extra coaching class. parents dont think i can do it on my own . they are absolutely wrong. but i just proved em right. don't think i would get above 7 out of 50.

i wanna Sleep but got eng exam tomorrow, 1st time opening the book . dont wanna fup again, will make sure to rest but also studyyyy

bye my eyes are closeing