13/07/25

I started "blogging" four months ago and haven't updated since, but here we are. My computator stopped working like two weeks later since I started, I fix it like month later and to be honest I didn't update since because I was lazy too, and because I knew no one read this, but I suddenly felt like doing this again.

Not a lot had happened since, to be honest, I became closer with my new friends, tho I lost almost all contact with my friends of my last school, but I guess theire prescence in my life is not needed anymore, and thats lowkey part of living, so tho I do miss them I know they already did what they had to in my life and is time for all of us keep living and meet more people, and so learn more from them.

I also joined the chess class at my school with the girl I said I might have a crush on, wich now Im so more unsure.

I also realized I like being poor, it might sound weird but yesterday I went to the suburbs parts of my country, and I realized that tho being poor is hard as fuck, I think I have way more things they do. A lot of them looked at me weird, maybe I was the first black person they've seen in their lifes and thats crazy. Maybe they were right when they say money doesn't make happiness cause they all seemed soulless.

I don't know if I mentioned it before but I go to dance academy, well in a week im having a performance and im trying to learn how to be more noticeable, there was this girl form the same academy but a different group who I couldn't look away from when they were practicing, but she wasn't even in the center, I don't know how to explain but I wanna be like that too, becaude I really don't have a bit of protagonism in this dance but I don't wanna to get lost in the stage if you know what I mean. I've been reading a lot about it, who knew you had to read to be a good dancer? well I found lots of information in pinterest lol.

Well that's it for now, see you tommorrow or in 6 months it genuinly depends of how lazy I be feeling.