13/7/25

Hello.

its been awhile since ive used this website, mainly bc i always forgot abt it, but im back. maybe ill stay for awhile or only for a little..

i never know what to say when im writing any sorts of blogs or even in a diary to myself.., its like all the words and feelings that ive been keeping inside of me in a tiny cramped corner of my soul just disappear, and the words that come out of my mouth when i try to talk is always 'i dont know' .., so i just stop talking all together. i stop talking abt my feelings, my interests, abt the latest fad. i just give up and keep quiet, just talking in general does nothing but tire me. even writing on the internet as a faceless web-surfer gets annoying at one point bc i start revealing too much of myself., and i hate it. i dont like it when people know anything abt me, whether its something small or big i still hate it. its just fucking despicable. i hate that ppl even know my existence., i just wish i was a stranger to everyone. i wish i can scream into the void and nobody stops and asks whats wrong., online or irl., i just dont want ppl to know ME. 

so i probably wont write often, ill keep these sorrows buried deep until the day it overfills and explodes everywhere.

BYE.

R>O>T.