about me!!!! X3

TW!! GORE, SH 

im not good at introductions and stuff like that so pls don't judge >_<

hiii!! my name is hazel, im a 14 year old pansexual catgender, i go by she/her and it/its. im an isfp ambivert and a sagittarius from asia

im an oc artist and gore artist, i luv my ocs sm they r my family, im also thinking of creating a comic or even a cartoon of it in future!! im obsessed with the colour purple, i luv all its shades, it's so whimsy and magical >w< I hav two stuffed animals since childhood and I sleep with them every night, they r soo fluffy and I can cry on them when I feel bad, a big clownfish which is half my height, i haven't found a good name for it though ;3 and a small pup which has glittery pink eyes and pastel rainbow fur, its name is glitz hehe. i luv gaming too although I don't play much cuz I don't hav good gadgets and I'm not allowed too :( but I still luv gaming!! i used to play PKXD (first game i ever played), roblox, minecraft, fireboy and watergirl, and more (I can't remember all) but rn I play some itch.io games , last seen online and i play ponytown a lot, honestly I wish I discovered it earlier ;3,...oh I also luv nature and space related stuff and stars (im freaking obsessed it stars) oh AND CATZZ how can I forget catz TwT i luv luv luvvv catz they r soo meow meow and i luv being a cat >w< orange catz r my fav, i wish I had a cat too!! i also luv listening to music!! i luv hatsune miku, nightcore, hyperpop, whimsypop, punk and sometimes emo and metal too! i like anime too but I'm not watching any recently cuz I leave them all in between lol and I like 2000s shows, cartoons and movies tbh I like everything abt the 2000s and 2020 best era ever!!! im also obsessed with my little pony, as a kid, my little pony was my life, i even hav twilight sparkle, pinkie pie and 2 rainbow dash toys and one rainbow dash keychain, my fav pony is always gonna be twilight sparkle, she's soooo whimsy!!! collecting all the mlp toys has always been a dream since I was a kid (it still remains as a dream TwT), i even played lots of mlp games as a kid!! :3 i also luv creepypasta a lot!! especially su1cide sadie!!!! X3 I also like jeff the killer, clockwork, sally williams, jane the killer and homicidal liu :3

im mentally unstable (undiagnosed), everyone in school calls me wierd and cringe, I don't have many friends irl, plus I like spending time alone cuz I'm really used to it, I also daydream a lot and make fake scenarios which sometimes r negative and make me feel bad ;3 I get jealous REALLY easily, that's also why everyone hates me, im bad at socializing and expressing myself but ill still try my best, probably gonna reply first. i get anxious and cry very easily and overthink wayyy too much. i look ugly, i hate my nose and my voice, everyone says i sound like a boy :< i have really bad eyesight which i hate (it was my fault) but i luv my eyes, they r the best things abt me. tbh i wish I was pretty and not fat....i hate my body. i wish I could dress up cool and feel cool :( I'm so lame. im so useless and dumb, that's what everyone says, i hate how everyone judges me and controls me.....i wanna run away and be free. my parents dont know that I still have online friends, i got caught many times so they will get really really mad if they find out again, probably gonna stop talking to me. i started sh this year and it's really hard to control the urge, i usually draw gore and blood to comfort myself. also I say sorry too much so pls don't be mad at me for being annoying :< i luv talking to ppl here i even hav such nice friends it feels like i was never alone, honestly i luv u guys a lot I was never judged here and i feel accepted and belonged here and it helped me a lot in coping with my mental health, i luv texting and editing my profile and bulletins and blogs and being silly, also my IMs are always open so don't feel shy to text me<3 also, sorry my english is pretty bad TwT

that's all, thanks for staying and reading this loooong blog, byee<33