t0pic of "aloofness" — # whtev3r

July 12th; 2025 entry,

When and why has ignorance become so normalized ?

 Y'all know the drill; heyy, 'm cinn and quick question — when did general ignorance become so regularly justified ?

  I'm 9teen — I grew up homeschooled w divorced parents & questionable social skillz; yes, I'm well aware of how this may sound "cinn, u silly dill — you have to socialize to get friends!".. — yeah, yeah.

I know.

 My issue is; no matter how many others I meet — each ending is the same. "We drifted apart" or "you're 2 clingy"? — it's growing exhausting; each time I think I've 'clicked' w some1, I'm told the same story. No, this isn't a matter of romance; I'm being entirely genuine. I physically can't seem to maintain irl friendships?

  No one wants to hang out — each reply a dry response as I'm somehow obligated to wait & stand by to be noticed? I'm not a second choice, dammit!

  This isn't a vent; moreso a rant, maybe it's my anger issue or I'm just insecure — either way, if 1 doesn't wish 4 my company; why not say it? — quit wasting both of our time.

 Srsly; I get it, sometimes ppl just don't 'click' as well as at first — all I'm askin' is to not be blown off and than, embarrassingly, get treated as if their lost long sister in person; face to face. Either way; just a lil thought — cinn out, hope y'all have a kwel and fanta-stic day! <3