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First spacehey post!!!

hello to the 10 people who've viewed my page in the past 24 hours! and to those in the future who visit as well. first time posting on spacehey, and any big blog site in a while, really. i have tumblr, but i don't use it like i used to. or should, i guess. but this'll be a brand new, fresh start to yet another social media online for me, so let's see how this goes i guess. all i plan to do here is post about my daily thoughts and complaints, which may come off as cheesy with the way i write. but shit, i'm having fun.

my personal life is a little too busy to neatly wrap into one big summary to start out with, so anybody who bothers reading these may have to do a bit of puzzle piecing, or connect the dots on some subjects.
but currently, at this minute and hour, don't have too much going on. just waiting. tomorrow my cousin and i are going off to visit my aunts house in virginia, who's selling it in april. it's basically a mini mansion, and we've held almost every family reunion and big holiday gathering there, so it's kind of a big deal for everybody. well maybe not for everybody, but i know it is for me, at least.
i remember swimming in the little pond in the back as a kid, catching frogs and collecting tadpoles in buckets with my siblings and cousins during barbeques and 4th of july parties. or getting dressed in those disgusting black and red plaid dresses with the mary janes as a kid for christmas. those memories used to seem so bright as a kid, but remembering the last time i was there, it seems so much darker in comparison. it's almost depressing, really. 
especially since with everyone moving out, it's gonna seem so much darker and emptier than usual. it's hard to believe i've had so many memories with the place, and they just simply dont exist there anymore. 
i'm happy to be visiting one last time, but it's sad when i think about it like that. but it's true, and i cant deny nor ignore the truth, i guess. but i'll have my cousin, who's pretty cool and chill, so it'll be fun. 
i'll be staying at my aunt's house from thursday to sunday, and then seeing my boyfriend on monday!!! i haven't seen him in so long, and we're gonna be able to have almost the whole day together. i'm super excited ugh, he makes me so happy. i might talk about him often, i love him so much. <3
currently it's 11:30pm for me, and i'm definitely not tired yet. wish i could just pass out so i can wake up to start my weekend, but i feel like it's gonna be a long night lmao.
i think thats a good amount for my first entry here, so i'll end it here for tonight. goodnight to those it's night for, and have a good day to everyone else!
-Frankie 


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