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so, being ignored by everyone for like.. your whole life has its problems, that's why rn I'm fucked up the way I am. I mean, I can't stand the fact that not everyone can be paying attention to me whenever I want, it fucking hurts me sm. like, I'm in class and I turn around to talk to my friend and they're talking to somebody else, I call their name, nothing. that makes me want to kill myself, I just want to be seen in this shit but I'm also a fucking hypocrite, I ignore everyone online, I frequently act nonchalant and stuff... but like, just with my friends. I don't know wtf is my problem but when I meet someone I'm always like all cute and nice but when we get close I just fuck everything up.
yea that's it ig, mum's out
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blueberryxyl
real, its even worse when u desperately crave it from one person only AND THEY DONT GIVE U THAT SATISFACTION
a part of me feels so embarrassed because of this bcz i CONSTANTLY crave attention from them and its like we could be having the best time of our lives and if, for a moment, i jst dont get the attention i crave in the way i want it IT DESTROYS MEEEE