Every idealist is a Platonist??

let's see, I've been in love with my best friend for way too long, to give you an idea, it's been going on a year since I met him and basically after the first month of knowing each other I wanted to be with him, the thing is, he's a fucking idiot, he came and got involved with this girl and then another one and then with the one he ended up staying with... she's pathetic okay? The thing is, he fought with her once and shit he got mad and she got mad and now I can't talk to him because he got kicked out of his fucking house and he's working on a fucking farm and shit I miss him.. I would really love to tell him how much I feel, but I heard this phrase and I was like oh shit (I started thinking about it a lot, maybe that, maybe...) and I've been thinking about it and I'm scared that it's jus

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t admiration.