Ashx diaries- makeup

me in lite goth makeup 

dear diary, let's be real- makeup is a pinnacle of most creative fashion obsessed girls lives but for me I've had a weird yet constantly evolving relationship with it. i just graduated from high school and i was the type to wear creative makeup and extravagant outfits every day because of my routine and my hyperfeminine expression. lately ive fallen out of it being that i have nowhere to dress up to go,even to the store im not able to go out alot. i wanna fall back into the habit of doing insane makeup looks because it feels like my true self when i have dramatic colors all over me. ive seen alot more makeup inspo though lately so i think ill get a bit back into it then i have been- with the rise of clean girl makeup and my own depression leading me away from wanting to do makeup i wanna meet other friends hella obsessed with makeup like i was in the past ,IM TIRED OF CLEAN GIRL MAKEUP AND BASIC OUTFITS (no hate to it at all but once and a while i need a friend to dress up like a 2000s slut and go to the mall - if i come up with any insane creative makeup idea ill post it to show yall- 

love, Ash XOXO