dysphoria

The body I am in doesn't match who I am. I don't feel right in it. Some pieces don't belong, and the ones that do are not there. My skin feels gross and wrong. I want to hide my chest, and I want people to believe I'm a male, and my feminine features make it so hard to pass. Will, they ever view me as a male? or will it be like this forever. I will hide away from everyone. "you're a girl" "deadname" "she" "her". I just need it to all stop.