i fucking hate my music taste!!!!!!!

i love music and tbh if i wasn't a visual artist i'd definitely be a musician, it's such an awesome medium omg... (i might even get into making music in the future)

i'm very much an adhd tiktok baby with my constant need for brain tickles, so whenever I can't get a hit of that stimulation in some other way, i listen to music. so like on a walk, on a bus, sometimes when i sleep etc.... and cause of that i'm running out of shit to listen all the time!!!!! this wouldn't normally be a problem cause there's already a billion times more music than i could theoretically listen to in my lifetime, but my fucking stupid fucking dumb fucking taste in music and all art in general keeps getting in the way!!!!!!

i don't have a genre i like, i don't have a style i like, i barely even have any specific musicians i like!!!!!! this makes the process of searching for new shit very frustrating....

and nothing really hits the way i want it to!!!!! why isn't there a glass beach 2 and why isn't there a femtanyl 2....

man if only i wasn't so picky.... </3

i started getting into radiohead recently tho. shit kinda slaps so uh um uh yeah