blog entry 23 : 11/07/2025

overview:

It's truly unfortunate I wasn't able to continue my daily blogs for even a month. I'll be truthful, I forgot to write one day and then completely gave up. I thought of continuing it 'later' but I didn't have any motivation. Especially during my exam because it is so stressful. I only have one exam left now , I hope to atleast continue this for another week before I accidentally forget or just feel lazy. Tho, my mother might take away my phone. But that doesn't count if it happens. Apart from that, I failed about not fapping during the exam season. I did infact fail after 2 days saying that. I have to get myself togather (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) . I only got motivation today because I realized how better my life was when I maintained a regular diary. I remembered things more clearly and did things I was proud of. And could write off any bad feelings in this. So I'm here again!!!

things I'm proud that I did today:

♡ studied : felt happy : played games 

things I'm not proud that I did today:

♡ fapped : listened to music

plans for tomorrow:

♡ don't listen to music : genuinely study : do something for myself

rant / vent: 

♡ no rant for today

♡ no vent for today

if you cared enough to read this far thank yew, you're very awesome and we should definitely talk (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) !!!