university/college :(

i wanna go homeeeee

not in a "i miss my family" way (which i def do mom i love you pls i need your hugs)

but like in a "i dont want to be here" way

classes are really stressful and its only been a week since ive been here

a lot of people seem to have someone they already connect with and are friends with

i want to talk to people but im scared that itll feel like im interrupting them

i know it can be as easy as just asking "can i sit with you guys?" but its so terrifying

also i barely have free time

sure lunch is 2.5 hours and dinner is 2 hours but all that time is spent without wifi and all i do is just sit by myself

i feel so alone here dude it actually makes me want to cry i dont know what im doing

i dont even know why im in university i dont know what i actually want to major in

this sucks