i h8 living here

idk if this is common between every teenager to hate living w ur family at some point, be for me at least it's becoming unbearable fr.

i really hate talking shit bout my own family bc they're the only important thing on my life and they're everything to me, but living w my mom and my old brother it's such a fucking bullshit.

my mom never get really happy w the good things that I do, I really want that one day she made that big deal w a +A the same way she made a big deal w a -B, it's always like "congratulations, I'm happy for u" but then she forgets and every time the subject is about grades she talks about the bad ones and not the good ones. I don't actually like to say this, but I've got diagnosed w depression 2 times in my life, and this 2 times she just don't give a fuck and then go talk to her friends how she help me and everything when she didn't help and just made everything worse on that time. I have to see everyone around me saying how pround their moms was and deal w my mom don't paying attention to a single word that I said. And my old brother is obviously her fav son so everything he do wrong she just said "ok it's everything alright" but if I do the same things she said that going to throw all my things on the trash or that she wants to disappear and hate her life. 

it's very different w my dad, he's a awesome man, he supports me and clearly loves me too, I happily cook for him and clean the whole house if he wants, and it worth it bc he actually care and pay attention that I cleaned every single millimeter of the plate or something. I just feel way more like me when I'm on his house, and I'm planning to live w him when I got little bit older (in 2 years I going to be 18, and the plan is live w him when I'll be 18) but my mom don't like the idea, I'll probably move way more sooner and using my "independence goal" as a excuse.

sorry for the long blog, I really just need to tell anyone in this world about it, pls comment something if u want, I'll love to know what y'all think bout it xoxo