WEIRD ASS DREAM

(this is a repost from my neocities page from 5/02/25! I'm going through and posting all the old shit on here)

OK so it starts with me, a few friends (though they aren't really relevant) and like an unknown large amount of other people being moved into this weird flat, open space with short purple grass and stone walls with no ceiling. while we HAVE to be in this place, we were still allowed to bring our stuff, and we even have little room things underground that are quite nice but I'll get to that shortly. In this weird purple grass place there's like an intercom system? where they call groups of people at a time to go to "the showers" (not sure where the door to get there is tbh). obviously since there's like at least 200 people here it's taking a while, and I happen to be one of the last ones to be called so I have some free time after my friends have to go. these people aren't reappearing either after they go to the "showers" but for some reason I wasn't like distressed or nothing and neither was anyone else. also sometimes if they call someone's name on the intercom incorrectly the entire room would laugh idk why tho. everyone but my friends were lowkey mean. so anyway in this free time I decide to go check out the room areas so I go to my designated place, down the stairs since they're underground, and the place is like. A light color palette, a big living room, no kitchen for some reason, and around 2 hallways was 3 sets of rooms each. for some reason I could just tell this is the area me and my friends were supposed to be at, but my friends weren't there yet. I look at the doors to the bedrooms and rather than having names on them they had concepts which you were 'drawn to' set up in the form of a phrase on a metal plate on the door. the phrase on my door was "to destroy is to create" and I was like huh okay philosophical . and then i left the house area, went back to the purple grass place, and found that while I was down there almost nobody else is left up in the grass area. because of that, obviously me and the last few people in there get called to go to the "showers. and like. I get there and we all go in the door and all the other people disappear as they walk in except for me, it's a single stall shower. and I'm like okay so I do my own thing, showering and whatnot, and then I start to hear that one song from neon Genesis that spread way far out of neon genesis thay goes like "it aallll retuurnsss to noothiingg it all comes tumbling down tumbling down tumbling dooowwn" yeah I start hearing that in my ear. and like as I'm showering I notice myself getting smaller. and I look at myself, turn off the water, and I find that I'm a kid again (age 7ish?). I don't feel disturbed or afraid of this, if anything I felt happy to be alive and stuff because I was a kid. anyway I leave the shower (for some reason I never removed my clothes during this entire process and the clothes I was wearing (pajamas, black and white ones that everyone was wearing) changed to fit my kid body. ) and like. instead of the purple grassy area from before, there is a big big closet. I look around and notice it's all my mom's clothes or stuff that would fit her/stuff she would wear, and then I hear the "to destroy is to create" thing again and all the clothes disassemble themselves. I still am not disturbed or anything by this and I leave the closet eith newfound childish joy and whimsy or whatever. now the grassy area is loaded with people, all in their Child forms like me. me and my friends meet up with each other and we go back down to the rooms. when we enter the doors they all disappear again, I'm still unfazed, and I feel very light and hear my own voice vaguely in my ear going like "I love being alive! I love art! I love my friends! to destroy is to create!" and I'm like OKAY until I realize that I am literally saying those words like I'm moving my mouth to make them. and I'm STILL not uncomfortable by this fact. anyway I go down the stairs again, and I skip my way over to the main room where I find my friends again. they're all in there playing with various objects (there's a weird table in the middle of the place that has toys for ages 5-9 inside a hole in it) and like. I join them and we all play together and we're all really happy and not disturbed by the weird changes we all just went through. like we all WANT to go back to being little kids. we're all happy and childish and whatnot.

then I woke up

what the FUCK