That moment when you start to feel a burden

What's happening?

Weeks ago I was really happy and felt so included in my new group of friends from class.

Now my mind won't stop telling me that I'm a burder, just a fucking silly bitch who doesn't even like the same things they do.

Maybe I got too excited at the idea of finding the perfect group.

Maybe I should just leave.

I want to cry

I don't want to be boring, I really try to be funny, but maybe they only laugh because they feel like they have to.

Please, I don't want to be the bad one in the story again.