my life sucks.

i hate everything, my life is just going down, i try do satisfy my parents but they dont care about me or about what i do to satisfy they, they just ignore me and humilate me, i try to get out of this reality, but i know this will no change just smoking marijuana, i was just wanting be happy, my relationship with my girlfriend is going good, but we cant see each other bc her parents dont want we togeter, my life in school is terrible too, i dont have money,i cant get a job, i dont have happiness, i have nothing to lost, the only thing that bring me to be happy is my friends, when i go out with them i feel another person, its just this.. thanks if you reading this, maybe i just think my life sucks when is really not.