Pretty girl

Bitch, sorry. I love you deeply. I cant handle the fact that i cant be with you. Actually, idk whether i wanna be with you or be you. Please talk to me. I didnt mean what i said, you upset me. I miss lying in beds with you. I always liked holding your hand. I didnt mind when you did it. Tbh you were horrible to me and i didnt even know it at the time but you ruined me. I still cant get over you though. I wish i kissed you that time when we were lying on the football pitch with the setting sun around us. But i didnt. I didnt wanna scare you away again after the last thing i pulled, your straight, but im not even a girl so maybe it would work, just give me a chance. Ive wanted to kiss you since i met you.

XOcherrie