My stomach

I have a real and huge problem in my stomach .

Whenever it feels like I Start to get control- my stomach starts to get me back to the old train, the same pain - stomach pain oh god 

I just eat sth and I was feeling not to love it at all - then it started to hurt me soooo much I don't even know how to study and focus anymore -i start to punich my stomach to make it feel better 😭