College Dread

It was multiple of my friends' "college-go-looker-at"s (I dont know what they're called they went to the college to look around) and it reminded me that nearly ALL of my friends are going to the same college downtown, some even have the same rooms as eachother like with A and S (censored lmao). 

While Im going up north to a college town in the prairie lands 2.5 hours away from my regular house and an hour away from my friends. I know there are some people that go across states or god forbid to another country. But Im a little bitch who has never slept outside of my house for more than a week so its gonna be a hell of a lot harder than a normal person.

What also bothers me is the dwindling time of summer, i got my date for when I go and pack up to go to the prairies and it's far closer than i expect, mid august. And i need to do my own "looker-at"s a a little more than week from now. That gives me so little time to spend with my girl, shes comin back this weekend and i couldn't be happier/scared (anxiety is bullshit you all know). 

I got her a present, one of those vintage windups [It dosent really work how it should ): , its wind up goes too fast] because she said she liked windup music boxes and porcelin dolls so i doubled up into a big one.

But I should try and man up a lil, every bird has to leave it's next to fly even just for a semester.

(Also i see you reading this Mal lmao)

College Cunts By Anhero