What to do, oh what to do....

Yo! What up, got a question bcs I cannot find a way to start drawing again it's been a long time (only a year) since I laid my finger on a pencil...

What do I do y'all? It's low-key kind of depressing with everything going on in the world and I need an escape; I do have another escape method, which is music but I can't just listen to music forever 😭😭😭

I'm so deprived of using my 'beautiful skillful hands' that all I'm doing is WRITING (journaling if needed to say) it's to the point where i have like 5 composition notebooks.

P.S. if y'all can find me any artists or bands that are close to my preferences in my music category on my profile then plz tell me 🙏🙏