Feeling Aimless

Just turned 22 and feeling aimless. Even though I luckily have a job lined up, I cant help but feel like...i still dk what I want. always second guessing if this is right for me. If I could go back in time, would I have chosen something differently? I just feel so alone. everyone else around me has it figured out, and I mean...I'm happy for them ofc! I don't compare myself to other people, but I just wish that I could know wtf I'm doing yk??

Maybe I just feel anxious about starting. I know I'll get into the groove of things when I do begin. at least that's what I keep telling myself. I've been in the dumps lately, and when I'm in the dumps, I go on spacehey or journal. :< sigh. I feel like I'm too old for being like this even though I'm still young. 

Anyway, no one will read this :/ just screaming into the void. Really hoping that I'll look back on this part of my life and feel proud. I need to just do better...