Love struggle

Hey bunnys,

i feel like im on the verge of actually lossing myself. im in a relationship with a man i deeply love, weve had out ups and downs and have been fighting a lot lately. I felt like i wasnt treated right, wich also lead to some oversenistivity on my side. 

After a really big fight i thought were done and can get together againt but he is so avoidant. I dont know what tf to do. I try everything, ive spent sm money just eating at nice restaurants and byuing stuff for him. 

if i wanna spend more time with him he says he is stressed. He doesnt want to share his life with me but also tells me its not working because we are so distant. 

He wont let me get close. It feels like hes doing EVERYTHING he can to keep me away from him. 

I Love this boy with my heart i shit i dont know how to fix this, hes avoidant and im anxious. 

i kinda wish i stayed the man hater i was cuz this aint shit

please help

xo bunny