sae's blog ✦ july 2025

july 7th, 2025

soooo I have decided that I'm going to try to do a blog entry every day, and like organize them by month and stuff. definitely not an original idea but I'm not quite sure I remember who I saw doing this... so anyways... I figured out how to do blog layouts and it's safe to say I'm going to be having lots of fun with them now. I'm also currently working on a blog post for my favorite song lyrics, though I can't seem to figure out how to import fonts. like I can only do basic serif or whatever. I've tried everything and it seems to work for everyone else so idk what I'm doing wrong??? if anyone knows what may be up with that I would REALLY appreciate some instructions!!! preferably very detailed instructions because uhh I can be a bit slow at times, especially with coding since I've literally never done it before like less than a week ago. I mean damn I just want some fonts to match the vibe of the songs, yk?

speaking of matching the vibe, for my july layout I've decided I would do a stranger things layout. besides november, the month I most associate stranger things with is july. the first season came out in july, the 3rd season came out in july, and volume 2 of season 4 came out in July. I  was intending to make it more broad stranger things as a whole but it ended up being pretty much just stranger things 3 so.. oops. whatever, I just spent like 7 hours working on this layout there's no going back now.  also today is byler day!!! happy byler day!!! oh and also today is 2 years since speak now (taylor's version) !!! taylor putting that out on byler day was so crazy bro. she's on our side fr. I'm also writing a song about them because that's how completely insane about them I am. did I mention that I'm in a band??? because uh yea I am. the members consist of me, my niece, my nephew, and his friend. I mean we're not really completely set up or anything, we don't even have a drum set yet because well it's kinda hard to get a lot of money when our band consists of two 12 year olds, a 16 year old, and me aka an 18 year old about to be college student who doesn't have much money to spare because I don't make a whole lot from my current (kind of) job. I do want to get an actual job but I think I should wait a little bit because in a couple weeks im going to oklahoma to see my mom and I think it would be kind of weird to get a job and immediately be like oh sorry im gonna be out of state for 3 weeks. so yea that's why I haven't gotten a job yet. anyway uhh the whole band thing is new but the writing songs thing isn't. I've been writing songs since I was like maybe 10, I think? and my dream career has been music since I popped outta the womb pretty much. so yea. 

that's really all I have to say for today. have a good day whoever's reading this.

p.s. the divider for this blog theme is by strangergraphics on tumblr!!!

july 8th, 2025

hello !!! I spent most of my day today working on my song lyrics blog. I think I've got the format down but I want to do add a couple more lyrics before I publicly post it, even though I will probably still update it after that. so I'm planning on getting that done tomorrow. also today I saw a boreo edit and was sent right back to 2022 like bro..... if I could go back in time (but without all the mental breakdowns and severe depression of that era...) I 100% would. it was truly a time... sent me back so much in fact that I recorded a video of me pretty much just ranting about 2022 and why it was the most significant year of my life so far imo. or at least that's how I feel. I want to also edit and post that video tomorrow. I just remembered I have work tomorrow so I'll probably only get one of those things done if even that. I should probably go to sleep like asap so I don't end up staying up till 3am again and end up exhausted and useless tomorrow. but I wanna say some other things rq first!!! firstly, I was thinking about doing a little about me blog but at the same time I don't really know what I'd put on it... I mean my profile has all of my interests so idk... honestly maybe I could just write my whole life story but that's quite a lot to unpack. or I could write about my personality. a couple months ago I got reallyyy into typography but rn the things I only really know for sure are my mbti and enneagram. I should get into it again. also!!! me and the band have decided on a name!!! I mean we had a name before but well we came up with a better one. we are called "let the saints pray" and I love that name soooo much and tbh I was surprised to find that it wasn't already taken. anyway this is sae officially signing off for the day. good night.

july 13th 2025

soooo I have been kinda inactive... it's because my wifi has been absolute shit so I've been relying on limited data and of course have to kinda limit internet usage because of that (which has been very hard) plus I have to do this stupid online has about like college preparation or whatever. a couple days ago I rewatched the goldfinch and omg I forget how good it was no wonder I was obsessed with it in 2022. masterpiece of a movie idc whatbthe reviews say. today I took a long ass nap and woke up at 5pm... it's currently almost 12 and im very tired which im kinda surprised by. sorry this entry was lowkey boring af but im gonna go to sleep now... gn

july 22, 2025

Okay so... it's been a while... again. My wifi is working again!!! yay!!!  stranger things teaser was actually crazy I haven't stopped thinking about it for the past. week. I've been going insane about it on twitter if you're curious. anyway. guess what im also going insane about???  IM SEEING MCR!!! IN 5 DAYS!!! AAAAAAAAAA im so normal I swear. GUYSSSSSS im gonna see pookies irl.......... mikey way ilysm im so excited........... I hope they play not that kind of girl. I've been OBSESSED with that song recently. on repeat constantly istg. my god I can't believe im going........ I'm like winning in life rn. I mean if you ignore the fact that I have to get an actual job and start college in like. a month. but whatever. MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE AMIRITE??? STRANGER THINGS AMIRITE??? ugh im so. AAAAAAA. in other news, a couple days ago I went to the beach. It was really nice, WAY too cold to get in the water but still, nice. well, except for the amount of walking. I don't even feel like explaining the context but I literally walked like 6 miles on the beach. 3 miles to and 3 miles back like 30 minutes later or something like that. it was HELL. My legs are lowkey still traumatized. anyway. byler is so canon guys. omg. I'm losing my mind. also I am coming to really enjoy current sttwt but at the same time it could never replicate 2022. well, unless we bring back byler vs mileven spaces. that would be pure chaos. and I would eat it up. I need to get back to working on my socked au so like... bye ig. I'll try to blog again tomorrow. 

July 30, 2025

hellooooo im back. I keep lowkey ghosting this blog. I gotta start coding my blog for august soon. anyways. MCR was AMAZINGGGGG like WHAT THE HELLLLLLL. lowkey I won with that setlist. cemetery drive?????? prison???????? AND FOUNDATIONS OF DECAY AND KIDS FROM YESTERDAY. they didn't play any songs from bullets (aka my favorite album ever of all time) but yk I'll let them get a pass bc of the other bangers. also just the show in general was sooo good. my god. THE LOREEEEEE ugh. anyways CURRENTLY I am on a 3 hour layover bc I'm going to see my mom. there's.... not really much else going on tbh. thank u for reading if u are.