Storytime 2 <(-×-)>

Sooo yesterday me and my boyfriend went to an anime convention. Everything was fine and all till I wanted to do karaoke and he just kept looking at his phone without looking at me, I felt a little bad but I knew it wasn't worth making drama. Later on we wanted to order some food, but the delivery guy was a bitch and my mom didn't wanted to give me the money she told me she was gonna give me for the food cause she was getting h*gh or smt so it had me stressed out. When he left I started  letting it all out and telling my bf how my mother pisses me off, and he just went all angry and told me I had to respect her and I was a ver rude person even with him. Obviously I felt bad, he almost yelled at me, thought I could tell him anything I want to, but I was wrong.

Then we went inside and went shopping and yk the usual stuff, then we went out and we had s*x hidding from everyone. When we finished he just kept talking about how great HE felt doing it there and how he wanted to tell all his friends, for the first time with him I felt used.

He came back to the convention and waited for his mom to pick us up when I saw an old screenshot on his phone with his last girlfriend (which we started dating A WEEK after they broke up and didn't know) and saw some cute messages...

I remembered what samantha from sex and the city said, a guy's love goes to their next girlfriend..

I felt like shit, I somehow felt I was something special to him, I AM HIS FIRST TIME AT EVERYTHING but not at letting me feel I was "special"

I didn't make much deal about it, so we just thought out of it.

I just woke up, and I can't get that out of my head....