Development can be confusing

Hello everyone, every once in a while I'll do a small post about everything.

I'm learning game development

and I'm starting to feel burn out and less enjoyment when i first started. i feel like I'm stuck in tutorial hell and don't know how to break out from those feelings. I'm following some courses but i feel like I'm wasting a lot of time on them. don't get me wrong they help a lot i just want to be able to actually study them not just copy them. if that makes sense, but that's it with my coding rant.

I found enjoyment in art again

and wanting to add that into my games i will admit digital art is hard i feel like its harder than traditional art coming from a traditional artist my skill set from paper to screen did not transfer as well as i thought they would. but it's been a fun journey just sitting in front of a screen for so long kills my back and eyes.