The Early Blurb 12

Good morning!

Fell off the bandwagon a little this weekend. We'll just call it a break for forth of july. Yeah, that.

Mornings are getting a little hard again. Whether its because I haven't taken my meds in a week or because it's getting hotter than the hells outside, I don't really know. But I tried to make up for that by taking it slow on the weekend. Managed to play a little bit of baldurs gate 3, and I talked to like 8 of my friends, which I've been trying to get better about. I went for almost two months without joining call at all, just because I'm so tired when I get home after work. I'm so frustrated that I just have to stay longer than I actually work because I have no way of getting home. I could be working on making my stream vods into youtube videos, damnit!

I may need to give my laptop a refresh and rework it to actually do laptopy things like being portable and helpful. So that maybe I can edit during the four hours I'm just sitting around after work waiting for dad's work day to end. 

It just takes the wind out of my sails. Like, sure, lunch is nice for about an hour, but because it's so damn hot I can't really walk anywhere anymore without absolutely burning to a crisp and turning into a kettle chip - so I end up sitting at panera on my ass for 4 hours just doing a little of nothing. I mean, that is unless I have a commission to work on. Maybe I could look into setting up a kofi so that I can do comms more directly, cause I've seen some other people do it. Looks promising.

Oh, and yeah, I did stream this weekend. It was really fun. I played date everything, it was super great!

My best friends ex stopped into my stream and I felt like a child of divorce LMAO I didn't say his username incase she joined. 

I'm hoping to stream red dead redemption 2, PEAK, and a couple of other things eventually. Going to be good. I want to see if I can edit those first few vods into one video first so that I can start pumping out some youtube stuff ⋆ ·˚ ༘ *

Anyway, that's all for now. 

Later Taters.