☆ About me ☆ (But longer and more specific)

I saw someone else do this so I figured I would too :]

☆ About More of Me ☆

I am 17 and a rising senior. I barely have a clue what I am going to do as a career or what I'm gonna go to college for, but maybe something in pharmaceuticals or an eye doctor (more specifically people that check your eyes for glasses and stuff). I have 3 irl friends and 4 online friends (only 1 I consider myself relatively close to), but would be happy to make more. I am single but it is not particularly distressing to me, especially considering I'm greyromantic.

I have ADHD but am unfortunately medicated, so I'm often unmotivated to many things whether or not I want to do them. Especially when I am by myself. Body doubling does help a lot and caffeine helps me focus (and it gives me motivation), although I try not to rely on it so I don't get addicted. I really loved monsters for a while but stopped drinking them because of heart palpitations💔 I still collect the tabs though and now I really love Dr. Pepper.

I don't have the clothes to actually dress how I want to but the style I would lean towards is more alternative, maybe kinda punk. I'm not 100% sure, but I love mostly all styles (especially anything alternative). Scene is definitely one of my top favs.

I really want to research more on the moon and witchcraft and really get into it. I already borderline worship the moon, might as well commit. Also I am someone that believes all religions hold some truth/that many gods and such exist. I have some bias against Christianity but it's just because of some religious trauma. I'm working on it.

As for some specifics about my alterhumanity, voidlingkin heavily ties with my raven theriotype and enderman otherhearted. My voidlingkin is humanoid with only my eyes visible, so I partly see endermen like half-siblings. My voidlingkin also has raven wings and can also shapeshift, most commonly into a raven completely. My arctic fox theriotype is the most separated from my voidlingkin(I promise this my last time typing that).

I have thalassophobia and megalophobia, so idk how whale sharks ended up as my all-time favorite animals.

I hate hot weather so so SO much.

☆ Hobbies and Such ☆

When it comes to any games I play, I don't find much fun in playing them alone unless I am hyperfixated on it. Especially when it comes to Minecraft(bedrock) and Roblox. I may play for maybe 30 mins by myself, but I can and will play for 10 hours straight if I'm playing with someone else. My online friend can account for this. Playing Minecraft or Roblox is the best way to bond with me, especially Minecraft. Minecraft even more so if you enjoy building because I don't like building, but I love mining and gathering materials. Minecraft and Roblox are the only 2 games I really play, especially because I don't have steam or money.

Some (actually just 2) Roblox games I play are Pressure and Grace, but I am open to playing others with someone else. Sorry but not dress to impress or grow a garden.

The crafts I mean when I said one of my hobbies is doing crafts are doing stuff to try to make my clothes cooler. I haven't made much progress tho. Like rn I'm making those studs/spikes out of Dr. Pepper cans, and I need to make 66 of them to put on my pants. I currently have made around 15 and have cut 4 of my fingers doing so. Fun. I also do some sewing but I'm not very good at it, I'm also trying to make patches to put on my clothes too.

I'm learning to skateboard but I need to get bigger wheels and rise my board and wtvr, because I mostly want to use it as transportation and don't care for learning any tricks. I should've gotten a longboard but I didn't know that they were better for just cruising like I wanted at the time.

There aren't a lot of music genres I'll actively refuse to listen to, sometime country but if it's good it's good. I love love LOVE Deftones and femtanyl, def my top 2 artists. There is not a single song from femtanyl that I don't love.

☆ Some Things if You Want to Actually Talk to Me ☆

I'm bad at starting conversations and sometimes holding them at first, but if I find something I have a lot to say for, I won't shut up. If you just rant about something or talk a lot I'll probably join you. If we play roblox or Minecraft together, I prefer to be on vc bc I'm a slow typer on both my phone and laptop. It's not required though. I get scared really easy and will very likely be loud about it.

I'm anxious when it comes to talking with new people so I will very likely think I'm being annoying and such. My sleep schedule is also very messed up (it is 4 in the a.m. as I'm writing this), especially because school is still out for me as of now.

There are 100% things I will add later, but this is all I can think of rn. Plus, if you really wanted to know more, you would just talk to me.

If you read through all of this, thank you very much! I'm really forcing myself to be a lot more active on here, so feel free to add me if you're looking for more active members. Very rarely I'll message first, but I'll try to comment. Forgive me for any spelling or grammar mistakes, English is my first language