ITS NOT A CRUSH I SWEAR i think - poem

and suddenly i bring my phone with me

to rest by the shower incase you text.

my eyes lighting up when i hear a chime

only to be sad that it wasnt you.

and suddenly sharks are second on my mind

which says a lot with how long they were the first.

youre always the priority no matter the time

with the smallest things like "what would she say?"

and suddenly the pillow i hug to sleep

becomes you in my imagination.

and i find myself hugging it just a little tighter

hoping that maybe itll come true some day.

and suddenly my days arent empty

my heart, my thoughts, my feelings.

instead they are all full of wild and new things

the things you brought into my life.

and suddenly you are my seratonin

i feel so much better with you around.

and no matter how hard i try not to

im smiling at just a thought of you.

and suddenly i know my happy place

a hug from the best person i know.

and suddenly i have someone to love

suddenly you are my home.

ok that was cheesy ik also hi wife ik ur smiling reading this-- anyways yeah cheesy blah blah its all platonic im pretty sure so dont tomato me or ill haunt u thasnanmkkkssss