Procrastination And The Delay Of My Goals

Being a single dad with full custody of two toddlers and having a full time job can lead to some burnout. I don't think it helps that after being single for a year I feel like Brittany Spears cause My Loneliness Is Killing Me, AND I honestly have been feeling a wee bit down in the dumps about it. Kids have been trashing my house a lot and I've been needing to do things like pickup toys and clothes, and sweep, and I just feel a bit overwhelmed at times about it so I'll do other small things or watch some TV or work on my site or blog. I eventually get it all done, but I wish I could just get in the mindset to just get it all done at once, not just do one small thing, take a break, then do another. I need a better plan to get through this mental burnout. I no longer smoke weed or cigarettes and I barely even drink anymore. I think I need to go back into meditation and even working out, I wanna get more involved in making my music, but since the house fire I'm lacking the things I need to do even start reaching for that goal right now. I gotta start small with maybe a single or something and not a full blown EP.

I just feel like a hamster running on a wheel and that no matter what I do it won't be enough.