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Man, I don't want to be the type to put all my problems out there. Anyone else had problems with being hopeful about the future since they were a child?
I can't pinpoint where or what exactly caused this, but this life of mine has been confusing and at times feels like it's a dream. I don't trust people anymore. I can't believe it. I used to be the most friendly, annoying, happy kid ever. I loved nature and the military. Now it's ruined, and everything feels distant. even people.
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Afoni (_ _)。゜
I feel this heavy, I mean my childhood wasn't great but I always had such an intense hopeful longing about where I'd be when I grew up and now I'm about to be 21 and it feels like I'm going nowhere. I smoke weed, hang out with my girlfriend, and chronically work on my book like I wasn't a one hit wonder who's literary career peaked in highschool. Things r just so different I don't even know what happened