The beach..

I hate being alone in the beach 😭😭 well im with my grandparents but its soooooo boring... Like they dont understand that im a teen and i want to have fun, not the same routine thats: from 10pm to 12pm to the beach, then maybe to the pool until 1pm but most of the time directly at home, and they just want to walk and walk, look i dont mind but its been like this for 15 years now 🥲 and i dont mind going with my grands but i wished they at least let me go shopping calmly or take me to more interesting places

And i dont have any friends here since im kinda socialy awkward...(That is my fault ig) But i dont know how to approach other teens 😭 and since im kinda scene/emo they look at me weirdly- so yeah that's all, i wish that i had friends in the beach so i can hang out with people my age and not some oldies go always do the same boring shit 💋💋