Day of Birth

i don't have a Lot to say but it's my Birthday hahaha. 

this is gonna sound Morbid and Grotesque but TBH i never thought i would get to this age. when i was 16 i was writing my Suicide Note. but i guess Heaven doesn't Need another Angel just yet

i still have a Long way to go in terms of Bettering myself and Mental health but Honestly, as i am right now, Even though i don't see a Use in living past 25 or 30, i Still think it's important to Live until then to See if my mindset changes. and compared to how i Thought when i was Younger, right now it Doesn't seem like such a Burden to do so. 

happy Birthday to me. 4 more years to go.