hello

does anyone else have this innate Need for attention or interaction or the feeling of being Acknowledged but at the same time the thought of Actually Talking to someone is like... not exactly Terrifying it just seems Draining LMAO

i struggle with this All The Time and usually it leads to throwing Tweets out into the void or shit like this hoping Someone will acknowledge it... but at the same time, when people would Reach out to me privately (like on Discord) it only ever Annoyed me. like "what do they want from me" "why are they still trying to Talk when i'm only sending One Word Responses" or usually "Why are they just sending a single Gif how do i Respond to this" or "why is it after we exchange Hi(s) and Hello(s) instead of Actually starting a conversation they just Continue to Repeat Hi and Hello over and over again Wtf Do I Look Like an Automated Answering Machine"

anyway here's my Attempt at throwing shit at the wall and seeing if it Sticks. it feels Safer since people are less likely to See and Interact with recent blogs Lol