Dreams were so colorful back then

I just watched a movie that i used to watch as a kid the name was "doraemon steel troops".

back in 2013-14 era when i was just a lil kid with no responsibility, no stress, no depression,  nothing but me enjoying my life to the fullest.... back to the topic i've watched the movie after like 11-12 years. i was remembering the things the kid me used to think while watching it. imagination? dreams? compare to now they were so colorful and full of hope with no doubts at all now if i think about my carrier first things come to mind are doubts "will i able make it or not ?"etc etc.........   doing what i love to do u say huh? but i just wanna enjoy myself. not with just money. money was never the meaning of my life and never will be its just a burden that humanity created but its a damn truth u need to survive in this planet but whatever 

im trying to say is dreams back then were so big and full of hopes... day after day now im thinking just how do i survive in this shitty place... will i ever be happy like i was before? or it will just get worse day by day and i will become the things that everyone has become......