"You and i were fireworks that went off too soon"

we haven't spoken in over a month now and it feels weird to say this but I'm completely fine with it. remember January, when the same thing happened? Not because we grew apart, but because you decided to block me out of nowhere since I wasn't good enough anymore? yeah, that was a dick move. It's even worse considering that you came back as soon as you were alone again (crymeariver). I regret every single tear I've ever shed over you. you were never worth it. I never should have fallen for you. My Julys are tainted now. Just like my Decembers and Octobers. I don't think I'll ever be able to forget/forgive you (even though I want to). I don't want to hear anything more from you. thank you for showing me what a toxic person looks like. I guess this is goodbye. 

I hope our paths never cross again.