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Omg being decent at something but not knowing if ur good enough fucking SUCKS. I have this ID camp that I'm going out to ALL THE WAY IN COLORADO and I'm like omg what if I get there and I just fuck it up and ruin the whole trip. I started playing wayyy later than other girls, so I feel like I have the same potential, but everybody else just got a head start... I need to get recruited tho fr because my family will literally be so disappointed if I don't... I just don't want to be seen as a big waste of money and time... HADFHLJIHWUDTYEDJFSOGVIJHUFDGS OK WHATEVER JUST GONNA MAN UP FR I GOT THIS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA