Stalker

If I had a super power it would be attracting the craziest fucking people of all walks of life. I met a really cool guy at my work. He is 23 and I'm 17, we got along very well together, almost like we were in sync. I mean, I was almost psychic with him. I bring up a strange feeling, or I feel like I kept seeing something over and over, he always either noticed it too, or it somehow had some impact on his life. For example I was making evil eye jewelry to protect him from the shit he was dealing with and my beads kept breaking i asked him the next day about a female figure who may have wore evil eye and he told me about his cousin who did, and how when he was kid this cousin gave him a bracelet and his mother made him burn it. Another example is I'm going on a trip soon, and we have this running joke that he is the father of my emotional support lamb (it's a stuffed animal), and he will carry it for half the shift. We got to that point because he was my emotional support coworker, like I waited for him before opening an Ivy League pre-college program decision letter, because I was scared of the result. I didnt want to bring Hannibaal (yes, it's a Silence of the Lambs ref he thought of it) with me because I was scared I would lose him, and he's basically family at my job now. So I crocheted a black bear teddy bear because this coworker reminds me of a black bear, and I texted said co-worker about it, and he told me his childhood nickname was bear. Then we hung out outside of work for the first time, and he revealed his true nature. Like full-on stalker, I mean, when I'm bored or like someone, I'll stalk online, but his methods even scared me. He was telling me about this, he was stalking within this year, and I mean the way he does it is almost on a Joe Goldberg level, AND HE IS MARRIED. I mean, they are splitting, and she sounds like an awful person, but still. He was very adamant on not telling me who it was, but I do know they work with us, but I mean he told me somthing else he did that can get him fired, not long after that, so why is he so hesitant on this? Here comes what you expected... I'm 90% sure the crush he's stalking is...💫me💫 so hey maybe he will see this. Hi Bear. He's such a sweet guy, so I was so sad when all this stuff clicked after I got back home and straight up passed out and collapsed. It was either GHB (or some other roofie drug) or dehydration. I hope it was dehydration. But safe to say I won't be hanging out with him again, even though a small part of me still loves him. I'll also be joining wrestling and taking private self-defense classes since I know he knows how to fight, and he lifts. I think he is trying to fill one of two holes by being so close to me. 1 I give him the validation that he craves since most people wouldn't accept him knowing his past habits, or 2 Hes trying to fill the hole of not being there for his younger sister whos about my age, and it somehow twisted into a crush, I feel like its the 2nd one because hes said to me that he sees my like a younger sister he feels bad for and he is protective over me to extent. Even with everything that has happened, Sleep Talking will be our song, and probably knows that.