Expectation vs Reality

Have you ever been disappointed at a job that you thought it would be fun or glamorous?

Recently, I haven't been quite happy with my current job. At first, I thought it would be cool to be a part time barista for the money and the knowledge about coffee. I was interested in barista and bartender vlog on youtube.  However, it has been unenjoyable due to my inexperience and the fact that I'm being pushed by my boss to remember recipes fast. I mean I'm not the best worker under stressful situation but I learn from my mistake. 

I lowkey think I won't make it pass their test, working alone for a few shifts. I am still very anxious about finding ingredients and what cup, machine to use. The menu isn't clear of what method used to make the drink and no recipe file whatsoever. 

Hopefully, I would make it out alive