Beutiful and Blonde

I know as a guy I shouldn't be fixiating on finding her or the one aka the love of your life especially at 15yo. Either my hormones are through the roof or I'm genuine about the way I feel which I feel like it's the ladder because if I feel a certain way then I know I feel that way. Anyways it's been getting on my nerves when people say "oh you'll find someone" or "oh you'll find her" I know I should be more hopeful about things but it definitely doesn't help that I haven't found "her". Also, like seriously people in the olden days didn't take arranged marriage for granted like if the people of the past saw what was happening now I feel like they would enjoy their times a bit more. Plus when someone says "someday you'll find someone" well yeah thanks for stating the obvious but like idk maybe hook me up with a friend or something. Like all I ask for is Beutiful, Blonde, Blue-eyed, Catholic and Conservative nothing more nothing less. I'm not being too picky I just want someone like minded and relatable as well as someone who I know I'll have a pure relationship with. I doubt anyone is gonna read this plus it's the internet so I shouldn't be too personal but it does help just to put it out there especially when you have friends who never invite you to come over or invite you to things. Which I can complain about in another blog. Like I know I'm not prince charming or some guy that's probably doing steroids but like I just wish people would give me more of a chance to see the sensitive side of me instead of pushing me away or treating me like shit just because of one thing I did. I just want to be loved by someone I can relate to that isn't in my family if that makes sense. Anyways sorry for the long blog but I hope you can give me some insight besides "you'll find someone"