Please, keep working T^T

This might sound a little mean, and to preface it I love my mom, but omg I need her to get more clients! Being home alone is so amazing, I can finally make myself good food, actually be in the living room, I mean, I can finally pet and feed the cat without having to feel guilty about it! I know it sounds messed up to say, but when she gets home my mood immediately drops, because I know it's back to having to remember like, 100 rules to not make her think I'll get super cancer and rabies.

Like, I was making cookies for the first time in months because she always has a reason I shouldn't but when I was like, halfway done, my mom got home and made me throw away the dough I made, and now we're out of flour, and she's throwing away the bowl I used and it's the only large bowl we have.

And man I'm not good at cooking but it actually tastes good, I know she's probably not bad at cooking, and it's just because of her OCD making her want to certain stuff to make the food more "safe", but that doesn't mean I can't acknowledge that making my own food is so much better. And reading this back makes it sound like I never try to cook my own food, but it's only because she doesn't let anyone cook for like, an hour before she does. I legit might start meal prepping just so I can have things that taste good and aren't apple and chicken sausage. And also to never have to eat another piece of celery, carrots, or corn again. Great food, but she puts them in everything! Chili, tacos, those packs of ramen, jambalaya, even corn in spaghetti! And god when she makes anything with rice or chili, she adds provolone, and it becomes like, a giant hunk of food that has the worst texture imaginible. Anyways I got kinda distracted from the point,

 TL;DR I love being home alone because I get to do normal stuff and make tasty food.