The after math of finishing a shoujo/shojo anime

Idk if its just me but i'm left feeling completely empty and left staring at my screen!! For an example, Kamisama Kiss, I stayed up all night watching it and it left me with no words to say i was just like feeling a sense of melancholy(not good, not bad)

I mean don't get me wrong i love love LOVEE shoujo's but the juxtaposition(comparison) between the shoujo and my life just leaves me yearning for that life too!! I'm a tenth grader now of next year and im kinda nervous kinda excited..

However in my school it's nothing at all like a shoujo (it's the complete opposite :sobb:) my school i full of hood rats and hispanics mostly blacks and hispanics and and boys are just stupid/lust etc + smoking..

siighhh that's it for today!! bie biee ~ ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ