Losers found me lolol

As ridiculous as it sounds, I am not embarrassed at all if anyone from my real-life encounters finds my page, this is who I am. This scene, local, online, have made me interact with hundreds and thousands of people, at concerts and backyard shows across my state I have made so many positive memories, I interact with at least 30 people per each time I log on to Space Hey, that also are going to concerts and shows. A few of you even recognized me from LA shows,

I made an Scemo Instagram and in within 5 days I already have almost 100 followers, 5 days ago I had 0. How many times do you suppress yourself for other people? 

I have so many connections I wouldn't have without the scene and emo community, I am meeting people in real life and making connections, this is all from being myself authentically. Am I cringe? is this entire subgroup cringe? everyone is cringe. I cannot imagine interacting with people that make me watch all my sentences making sure i sound nonchalant every time I open my mouth.

I don't have to hide that it's ironic or it's for the bit, what's so wrong? I'm obsessed with the time I grew up in. 

You are judging me, and you live on a cul-de-sac your only interactions are your high school sports teams, all of your friend's names rhyme, you can't name more than two people of color in your close circle you live a completely cookie cutter life.

And I am traveling to different cities and going to concerts and parties across towns and states AND countries (Mexico) so explain to me again that I am lame, and laugh at my page all that you want, you went digging for it Afterall.