{serious post} can we for the love of fucking god take this seriously

as one who lives with autism and adhd i want to adress something people seem to not want to discuss or ignore we use the word "re[[[d (because of my disability i can say it but since i dont want to get my spacehey kicked off i censored the word but i think you know the one im talking about let me get back to my main point) {side note:my  adhd be really kicking in right now} 

anyways we treat the r word as a everyday word and i often hear it in media like tv cartoons and such using it like its nothing it really hurts me because people in real life are the worse with it and its always random ass ignorant  privelged {sorry for the mis spell by the way}    ass teenagers at my school saying it thinking they can get away with it

 the r word is the n word for those with disabilities and should be treated as such and i want to spread the message and say well dont say it and i wanted it to be taken seriously because in society its seen as normal and its been so normalized people get upset about other words but re[[[d is fine and it pisses me off beyond belief we just let the word be thrown away like its nothing when somebody like me with a disability says it people freak out but when some random nobody does it they dont even think twice 

my point is take the r word seriously and as someone with disabilities who is in special needs classes and even the special olympics i wanted to make a more serious post as i feel my words should be heard and this is a problem that needs to be acknowledged 

and since it disability pride month i will try to confront this problem to other people more and on a last note  disability is serious it aint no quirky or cute thing my disablities heavly affect my life