talking about life or smth idrk :p

ok idk Ima put this in life but totally been thinking about careers super recently as the summer is half-way through and I should really start putting my mind towards what college I wanna go to since I literally have a year to think about it.

but considering this, it makes me wonder about things people around me would say like "oh don't go in the military! it's not blah blah!" while not coming from a military family. I come from a LONG line of military family, esp with my grandfather being a E-8 (Master sergeant), my grandmother being smth E-? and my Father being E-5 (sergeant). I want to do the same and have always found an interest in it, especially after like.. last year when it randomly came to thought out of the blue. 

It's not like, New to me or anything, I know how it feels being in those types of families cuz we used to move around constantly when I was little, then I was always instilled by my dad with him always saying "join the army!" or my mom with "join the air force, its better!" (but I don't have any interest in It too much tho LMAO)

and I already have my mind set on going into the military in the future (like, 2-3 years from now, or 4-5 if going to college (or either I go to college while serving because they will pay for it)) bcuz its something I want to do, and something I aspire to be.. but then like at the same time you wanna do everything else but u just can't do everything in one lifetime unless ur like... extremely devoted to it ahh! But my heart just won't leave the military lifestyle at all, it's just.. kinda there.; like you just think about something else but then the military comes to mind like... a second place kinda 😭 

but i'm really trying to say just follow what your heart wants tbh!!!!

ok rant over, peace out ‼