ive got five stitches and yes i really have fur. it grows out of my skin. (lookbook 7/1)

ok so its been craaaazy!

Youd think once you graduate youd be totally over with the writing, but ive been up to my chin in applications, which means the worst kinds of essays: essays about yourself. 

I hate trying to pitch myself in any kind of way because I'm always like, if you met me, I would win. 

Im killer in interviews, I always knpw that if someone offers me an interview, I'm gonna get the job. The problem is getting them to OFFER ;=; ughh hateeeee

Anyway, Ive been trying to find my style again, so I've been making sure to make an effort everyday at work. 

This is my favorite outfit so far: 

As you can see, that was taken after my hand injury but quick update on that.

I cut a nerve. Thank god not a muscle, but I cannot feel a thing in my index finger. 

Im really happy, it seems like worse case it stays like that, which means I can still use it, just not feel (which might make it easier to play guitar?). but either way, I have to get hand surgery.

HONESTLY its more of an inconvience if ANYYYTHING. like ughhhh forms and insurance and doctors and appointments.... its sooo grating.

I went thrifiting recently and dropped a ludicrious amount of money. This is my first full time jov and the concept of savings is finally real, but I just blew that extra money on cute clothes.

I wont keep doing it!! I deserve it just once (imlying i have a shopping addiction) 

My friend had to CLAW me out of this jacket I found but I bought the hat. LOOK HOW DIIIVAAA ugh I wish I got it, when you zip it up, its a mask with eyeholes. 

LIKE UGH i dream about that jacket. 

dude I cant even tell you. how much. I wanted these pants. 

They didnt fit me but i was like 

I am so heartbroken i didnt buy those. FURLINED?? WAISTLINE??? like please dont play in my face and give me 20. 

it hurts. 

I also wore this really adorable princess outfit on my bday,I really dont wear enough color so im LOVING this cutesy look on me: 

my actual party is gonna be this weekend because everyone was away the day of my actual bday. im so excited, it sounds like its gonna be big. 

Anyway, I really wanna hear about yalls days and weeks. Any highlights? plz vent, and reply to other ppl.