The Early Blurb 9

Good morning!

I can't believe it's july already. We're over half way through the year and my morning routine would make highschool me shit my pants. You wake up THAT early? To type on your COMPUTER??? AND THEN GO TO A JOB THAT DOESN'T PAY YOU A BULLSHIT WAGE???

It's a little unbelievable how lucky I've gotten this year. I hope to continuously get luckier. Although I won't complain if everything stays like this for now. The one thing I'd change, no actually two things, would be maybe having more energy to hang out with friends, because I only saw my friends like twice last month, and that I didn't have to deal with my awful awful hormonal imbalance. I was trying to put it into words this morning because I'm going to be getting new health insurance soon and I want to plan for what I might need to describe, and I guess the easiest way to describe it would be, "I feel as if I have had the worst bits of both male and female puberty."

And I mean that about sums it up fairly well. I'm almost 99.9% sure I've got pcos, which is like a hormone disorder caused by a very fun and colorful plethora of things, but how else do you explain being the only bearded lady in the family. 

I like to cope by joking that I got my beard from my dad, but he said that there was no way because I grow better sideburns than him. Knife to the gut aside, very funny, who's ginger beard is this.

Sometimes I wish I could give my extra testosterone to my trans friends, like PLEASE PLEASE TAKE IT I'M SHE/THEY NOT HE/THEY!!!!

Anyway lol I'm headed out, not a lot of time this morning for a huge entry. I've been waking up at 5:00 instead of 4:45.....so I've been sleeping in.

Later tater.