I'm Lonely but I Do Not have the fear to lose someone.

I never open up to this but I rarely do this on LiveJournal. 

Have you ever thought your friends are distancing from you, but you just let them. Although, you feel lonely, you've just let that have your moment in mind. 

None stop, I'd always talk to my closest friends... Everytime we wanted to sharing ideas, opinions we agree on and it feels perfect but as a person, we aren't so that's totally true. But school's starting over again and now it's to focus on my acadamics seriously since I'm already in a senior level. But it's not the school that made me like this loner because sometimes I need support from my friends. 

I don't know why... It just happened naturally between us. 

Maybe I'll comeback to them... Or maybe they'll ghost me or I'll ghost them for a few more times or forever. Sometimes friendships aren't gonna last forever, even if there's a deep connection. And I'm not worried about that...