idk part two

Socializing has always been a hard concept for me to grasp. It only seems to get harder as I go. Sometimes I get so overwhelmed with it that after even short amounts of time of socializing, I just feel so anxious. Right now, I'm sitting on call with my partner and it's so uncomfortable to even talk. I've been professionally diagnosed with some other stuff along with ADHD. Could this be from the ADHD? I really need to talk to a professional about this all. My social battery drains so quickly. I don't know... I just wish that I could do the whole making friends thing like an average human being.